If You Only Knew

Wed, 17 Jan 2007 21:02:31 GMT

ok so i deleted my old myspace

made a new one.

add it

www.myspace.com/jennrocksandyouknowit

email: jennsidecho@yahoo.com

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 03:20:14 GMT

whatever you do, dont throw up gang signs in your hood, homie.

Fri, 20 Oct 2006 05:51:48 GMT

i sat around today.

it was my day off. i didnt really go anywhere.

i cleaned. i cooked. it was nice. only thing missing: little children.

wait no - NOT YET NOT YET!

haha.

i watched a few episodes of the wonder years. it was cool. winnie cooper...she's gorgeous. i didnt relize how pretty she was...and how much that show is actually closer to reality than any other show that's been on television.

i watched episodes of salute your shorts, hey dude, and doug. it made me feel great. it made me smile. seriously, i got the same feeling i felt as a kid watching those. and that feeling: no worries what so ever. what did i have to worry about when i was that age? well, except the fact that maybe i'd miss one of those shows if i was playing outside.

now i wanna see if i cant find the ninja turtles and other classics. the power rangers? vr troopers?

tom and i are doing awesome! no kids, we arent dating, but we're talking again. surprisingly enough, i was going to go to the Marine's Ball, but i guess there arent anymore tickets. i was planning on buying a nice dress and everything!

he's wonderful. i love that kid.

derek, i loved your post about tio's tacos, btw. enchanting.

lets see...

my mom likes yelling at me when she's drunk.

the cool thing about it, her boyfriend [a.k.a "my future step-father"] stands up for me 100%. i love that man. all the things i do in this house are for him and me. all she does is get drunk and yell. i feel bad for HIM cuz he's a recovering alcoholic

...

yeah. i know.

anyway, im going to amriks in a bit. no kids, we're not like that. he's like an older brother to me. we're gonna go eat and maybe drink a little and go to sleep like usual. ima talk to him about tom :]
it should be fun.

alright. <3

Thu, 31 Aug 2006 08:28:43 GMT

dance!
woo!
justin timberlake is the sex.

Mon, 21 Aug 2006 02:24:45 GMT

i need your money, it would help, i need your car and i need your love.....

....so wont you help a brotha out?

Now THIS is love

Sun, 20 Aug 2006 06:56:34 GMT

LOVE

Daisies, opals and rootbeer

Sun, 20 Aug 2006 06:45:07 GMT

I've been on this weird guy spree today.
My mom and I were talking and I was like, "Mom.
The next boyfriend I get MUST go out of
his way for me. Buy me daisies. Jones rootbeer
and an opal ring. Even if its fake."

She agreed with me.

I dont think he exsists tho.
I really dont.

Gods on my Side

Sun, 20 Aug 2006 00:25:31 GMT

today was the first day i cried.

i dont know if i really wanna move.

i want to get on with my music career.

im a friggin hippie.

yes, i drank a root beer today. it made me happy.

and god is still on my side.

Remember

Wed, 16 Aug 2006 19:04:52 GMT

just a few things to remember and never forget:

peking gardens. the best fucking food a woman has ever tasted in her entire life. and the only thing that had made her happy when her and her ex (brian) were fighting.

Brian. duh. whata pal.

to brush my teeth.

that i am so rad.

Look at You...Check You Out

Sun, 13 Aug 2006 07:39:12 GMT

Went shopping today. It made me the happiest girl ever.

And I still have money left over. Heh.

Not much else to write?

Im happy. Just to be happy :D

Kalia

Thu, 10 Aug 2006 09:22:08 GMT

Eleven. Its my favorite number.
Its the amount of exact years back from today when I held her in my arms.
I love you.
Happy birthday, Kalia.
Love, Your Sister.
PS Have fun at Six Flags!!! (I would have gone but Im too scared

Thu, 10 Aug 2006 05:39:11 GMT

Trisha and I are sitting here being all giddy about the boys we like.

Sending transfer files back and forth of their pictures.

What have we gotten ourselves into, Trisha??

♥

She says her crush likes her. Which is amazing. I dont know if mine does.....

Mixtape Mixdown

Thu, 10 Aug 2006 01:54:47 GMT

Do the following:

Make a mix tape of these songs for a happy feeling:

:)

1. Float On - Modest Mouse
2. Every Little Thing is Gonna Be Alright - Bob Marley
3. Changes - Tupac
4. The Adventure - Angels and Airwaves
5. Did I Just Do That or Was it Jim Carrey? - Peachcake
6. Imagine - John Lennon

"What is this ridiculous obession with LOOOOOOOOOOVE?"

I love love.
But the love of cheddar cheese, hot mustard and me...Oh man. I think I like that more than the guy I like. Even if I never do tell him, I'll always have me some cheddar cheese.
♥♥♥

My love, this is for YOU!

I remember when we first met
I hadn't made a fool of myself yet
Wanted us to get away
But there wasn't anywhere that we could stay

Lost my job and my apartment too
Just so I could spend more time with you
I didn't want to deal with reality
I just wanted to feel with intensity

I would sink to the bottom of the ocean
If I knew that's where you were going
I would kiss the feet of businessmen
If I knew you had hired them

That's how far I would go
I would easily sink that low
That's how far I would go
I would easily sink that low

Can't believe that I'm hearing this now
Climbed so high and I'm not looking down
Only so much a man can take
Before he knows what he leads in his way

Found a job and an apartment too
Just so I can spend more time with you
I don't wanna deal with reality
I just wanna feel with intensity

I would sink to the bottom of the ocean
If I knew that's where you were going
I would kiss the feet of businessmen
If I knew you had hired them

That's how far I would go
I would easily sink that low
That's how far I would go
I would easily sink that low

You brought me here
You'll take me home
We'll finally have a moment alone
That's what I call love
That's what I call love...

Brought me here
You'll take me home
We'll finally have a moment alone
That's what I call love
That's what I call love...

I would sink to the bottom of the ocean
If I knew that's where you were going
I would kiss the ass of businessmen
If I knew you had hired them

That's how far I would go
I would easily sink that low
That's how far I would go
I would easily sink that low

Thu, 10 Aug 2006 01:19:53 GMT

A boy entry, yes. This isnt one of those, "Oh Im sad and broken hearted yadda yadda ya..." It's more like a WTF do I do? How do I TELL this guy?! He is amazing...So are his hugs...But man, Im afraid of the out come. Why am I afraid of the outcome of telling a guy I like him but not afraid of life?

I sound ridiculous.

Mon, 07 Aug 2006 05:15:49 GMT

things that make me happy:

cheddar cheese
jones soda (ROOTBEER, preferably)
clothes
my TRUE FRIENDS
cute IMs
being me
positivity
love
animals (kittie cats!)

things that make me sad:
friends that betray
war
dishonesty
being told what to do
depression
negativity
being let down,ignored

Im Sorry to Have to Say It...

Sun, 06 Aug 2006 23:57:05 GMT

Being betrayed by 3 people who you THOUGHT were your friends, sucks.

**** says the only reason why he hangs out with me is because im "hot" and im basically his shoulder piece.

***** said that i have no life and all i do is hang out. okay, first off, i have a job, THE SAME AS HERS, we both work together and she gets high way more than i do. i dont know...that really hurt

**** had this big old long talk with me about how he likes me and all yet he calls me cunt, slut, bitch...you name it. he hits me, whatever. why treat a girl like that if you like her??

it hurts.

Did I Just Do That or Was It Jim Carrey?

Sat, 05 Aug 2006 21:48:09 GMT

Sadly, Im not drinking a Jone's rootbeer, BUT I am drinking a Iced Grande Soy Mocha...MMMMM.

I cant wait to go to Hollywood to see Peachcake. Its gonna be fun

Today is a gorgeous day and you're all so lovely!

Im goin to Santa Monica. :D

Fri, 04 Aug 2006 03:27:57 GMT

I walked to Starbucks and picked up a Jone's soda...Rootbeer. MMM. On the front, is a chicken. And the lid says, "Walk barefoot in the grass." What doesn't help is Im wearing a tye die shirt and have Bob Marley stuck in my head...So of course, feeling like a hippie, I walk in the grass.

Its late summer, so now I can start smelling all the plants when Im walking outside. Its more of during the early evening/night. Last night, I smelled wet wood...It reminded me of Sedona.

I swear, this Rootbeer is my addiction. Its funny, Jones soda is amazing, we sell it at Starbucks, I seem to be the only one there who drinks it, but all the pictures on the front seem to be taken by a Starbucks partner...heh. Im gonna take some and send them into Jones.

Do You Know Me?

Thu, 03 Aug 2006 08:22:11 GMT

Which historical figure do you most identify with?
Martin Luther King, Jr. or Buddha

Which living person do you most admire?
Kevin Smith. He's not afraid to "bring it back."

What is the trait you most deplore in yourself?
Nothing. I love who I am.

What is the trait you deplore in others?
They dont give me enough credit.

What is your greatest fear?
"Fear is the heart of love."

What is your greatest extravagance?
My buffalo nickel from 1926.

What is your idea of perfect happiness?
Loving yourself and loving someone else. I'd have to say loving someone more than you love yourself. That's something.

What is your favorite journey?
It's always been going to Arizona with my dad

What do you consider the most overrated virtue?
Vanity.

On what occasion do you lie?
When Im trying to tell the truth.

What do you dislike most about your appearance?
Im satisfied with my looks, but I wish I looked more like my grandmothers.

Which living person do you most despise?
Bush.

When and where were you happiest?
Every moment that I get to brethe and live my life.

Which talent would you most like to have?
To make a damned latte properly.

If you could change one thing about yourself what would it be?
Nothing.

What do you consider your greatest achievement?
Finding my inner spirituality and enlightenment.

If you were to die and come back as a person or a thing what do you think it would be?
A big blue whale living in the clear, blue waters of Austrailia.

If you could CHOOSE what to come back as what would it be?
A big blue whale...

What is your most treasured posession?
I'd say my cell phone :/

What do you regard as the lowest depth of misery?
Not being able to love yourself or love life.

What is your favorite occupation?
Well, I havent had many jobs, but I liked working with music. I love being a barista, too.

What is your most marked characteristic?
Loving others.

Who are your favorite writers?
The lady who wrote "GOD WENT TO BEAUTY SCHOOL"

Who is your favorite hero of fiction?
Jay and Silent Bob.

Who are your heros in real life?
Anybody who loves themselves.

What is it you most dislike?
Falling for men who hurt me.

What is your motto?
"Fear is the heart of love."

Screetching Tires

Thu, 03 Aug 2006 06:16:37 GMT

WHOA! HOLD ON...YOU MEAN TO TELL ME, THAT MY GRANDMOTHER, JOAN MARTIN ALLEN, WAS CAROL SHELBY, THE MAN WHO INVENTED THE MUSTANG MY FAVORITE CAR OF ALL TIME'S PERSONAL SECRETARY?!

OH.
MY.
GOD.

Thu, 03 Aug 2006 06:08:39 GMT

So right now I sit here contemplating, "Okay, what am I going to write this time>?" My ARIZONA tea sits to the right of me, along with my cell phone. I just IM'd my best friend Patrick. Im waiting for SOME KIND of MySpace message or something to appear out of thin air.

I want to travel. By myself. I want a reason - a good reason for that matter, a boy maybe? - to get on the Greyhound and GO GO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've been to Arizona, Nevada and I think New Mexico [I dont remember...]. I like Nevada, its fun, if you're 21. Arizona is so spiritual. I remember when I went to Sedona, I told my dad to leave me outside and to let me meditate. I would breathe in and smell the fresh air...And everytime we went, there were so many storms. Beautiful aromas came through. I remember, we stayed at the King's Ransom hotel and my dad sat right out side in the thunderstorm and a lightning bolt came down 8 feet away from him. It shook the ground that he fell out of his chair. We went to the spirit wheel...And dad took me to see so called, "Montezuma's Castle" because Montezuma is my great great great great great grandfater. Us Aztecs gotta stick together, yo. I'd like to go back soon. I atempted to move out there last year, but my room got rented out :[

Lets go! Lets get this started.

I LOVE YOU ALL

If Christmas is in July...

Thu, 03 Aug 2006 05:13:30 GMT

Then whats August? Its' weird...August is the ONLY month without a holiday.

This is my new LJ :D